Hello,
As most of you know a very recent family member is deceased, and it has turned out to be murder. This has kept me away for a few months, grieving and helping with family affairs. I tried to return sooner, but was so behind with Life itself, I was not able to.
I am now at a point to return to my blogs, websites and book.
I also would like to mention that there was a problem with my email. You would receive a return, but I actually got the email. I had forwarding in effect and the email that acted as the email to receive duplicate emails is no longer in use, so the error was for the second email address not the admin@old-hag.com.
I hope to try and jump back into things and catch-up on all the missed emails and research that I had prepared and ultimately get the book out there for you. Thanks again for your patience and prayers.
Sincerely,
Sherry Benson
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
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I am sorry for your loss. I pray whatever peace and strength is needed for you is given. Sleep paralysis is something that has happened to me for years. Now that I am in my mid 20s I am trying to move past the fear, and delve into this world. In the past year I have greatly improved in controlling my fear. When I realize it has started I try to embrace love in my heart, and concentrate my thoughts away from fear. Several months ago I had a bad several weeks where sleep was a rare event. I was literally terrified to fall asleep because I did'nt know what would happen. Since that low point nothing that bad has happened, but at random occurences I still have events. Two nights ago I awoke paralysed. I sensed what was happening, and felt a prescence. I cannot say I saw it clearly, but I knew it has a heavy matter dark energy. It began to get close up my chest, and I was powerless to move. As the terror set in I concentrated on love, and repeated Jesus in my head.( I am hardly a Christian, but that has been my most effective means to push back whatever is coming toward me during these events) I tried with out success to fall out of bed. As I tried to push my self out of bed I felt as if I was almost leaving my body. (This similarity to lucid dreaming is why some I guess use sleep paralysis as a base for lucid dreaming. In my experiences lucid dreaming, and sleep paralysis have been exclusive unconnected events. That is at least appear to be exclusive. Sometimes though I wonder if I am supposed to move past my fear to reach something better. To give in to love and faith, and let go of fear and doubt. I have yet to do this successfully. ). When I concentrated on love, and said in my mind that all I have is love toward whatever being was in my prescence I awoke. I staggered out of bed, and dozed with the light on. This was small event. On a10 scale of terror this was a 3 or 4, and in the past I had far more engaging events. I am not sure why I am telling someone this on a random blog, but who else can one discuss such things with.
ReplyDeleteI have yet to find a cure, or a full proof path to safety. Still, love and jesus seems to be the best tools I have found so far.
This is kind of related, and rather embarassing. I am starting to think sexual energy has something to do with when these events happen. Depending on the amount of my sexual energy so to speak relates to when these occur. What does that mean? Scientifically, one would argue that somehow sexual hormones are linked to the brain stem which realeases the chemical that paralyses me. Another might point to entities that gain energy from me. I am unprepared to make a guess on that matter.
I read on one of your posts about new age leaders being vessels for spirits. I have met several of these individuals in my life. They didnt say to me personally that I am a spirit, but have made the claim in writing and to others. All I can say is that when I shook their hands I got blasted. Energy of some sort overwhelmed me. Whether is was a spirit I don't know, but it was peculiar.
Well that is about all I can think to say on such matters. Love is my best advice if you find yourself in the paralysis. It is hard to concentrate on anything, but think about your heart and if possible someone u care dearly about.
Take care and good luck
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