I was exhausted from both not sleeping or sleeping in the recliner and decided to go back into the dreaded bedroom. I don't think I was lying there long, before I started to feel this feeling that is very hard to explain. You can sense it in the atmosphere before it actually happens. It feels like you are being pulled into a foreign realm. Like I said it is hard to put words into the actually feeling, but you know that you will be paralyzed within moments, and of course I was.
As I was lying there I tried everything to try and move some part of my body. I usually started with my pinkie for some reason, anything to shake the paralysis before the presence appeared. Again I failed and it was there! In the same spot, facing me from the right side of my bed. This time I started to hear what sounded like someone turned on a radio where a hundred or so people were all talking, like I had just entered a room full of people all talking at once. I can't even tell you what they were talking about, as I started to pray again, over and over. It was so surreal. It reminded me of the movie the shining where all of a sudden the room came to life and the party was on.
I didn't see anyone but him, again only out of my peripheral vision as I was terrified and also paralysed.
I tried the next day to talk to my family and of course they thought I had lost it, a nervous breakdown was their conclusion, and I was not totally sure they were not correct as I was questioning my sanity at this point as well.
I did not know this then, but this was only the beginning of a year of visits and more!
Sunday, July 26, 2009
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Very nice blog Sherry, I am confused about your personal timeline for these events. I am fully involved myself at this time with this phenomenon, so this is a timely subject for me. I am actually looking forward to my next experience, by nature I am curious person, and although I am not totally fearless, my curiosity is more prevelent than any trepidation.
ReplyDeleteIt seems since I first began questioning the subject that the frequencies of my personal events have become fewer, or I was mistaken in the first place about how often this happens to me.
In the near future I will post up some more detail and will most certainly advise this blog the next time this event occurs for me.
peace
AD
Hi,
ReplyDeleteThat is a good question. The first year, I was so deprived from sleep and honestly so scared that I didn't know what was happening to me. So I was afraid to even think about it as I thought I was losing my mind. It has bothered me ever since, and I was determined to get to the bottom of these strange occurrences and still am.
I still suffer from them, not every night anymore, but about once every 6 months, so every time I try and forget about it..boom it happens. So I might as well give up on the forget about it, and find out what it is.
I guess also that I have always had an answer for everything that has happened to me, and this one very terrifying thing, I do not.
I have the time now, so I am more determined than ever to "crack this case" I guess you could say, and save the world (grin) or at least myself from ever having to suffer from another night of looking over my shoulder to feel and see something that should not exist.
I know it will happen again and I will be more prepared, as now I know it is just not me.
I hope that helps you understand. Thanks again for stopping by.
Sherry